Interview with a Dominate
You ask, “What is my need to be the perfect submissive slave.” I will never be perfect, but If we meet we might connect on a different level. We might connect in a more dark and deviant way and something dark has stirred within me and is in need of release. I can only hope but I know I will never be good enough for you.
But Master I hope you are the one master who I will one day make you weak in the knees and maybe perhaps with perfect chemistry, passion and …You make me want to crawl to you head down naked hands and knees at your feet and wait for your command to suck your cock. I am in desperate need of more. I am not even worthy to ask you. I am nothing like the models in your blog.
Instead of asking questions of the universe and trying to see whether you will reciprocate…you Master appeared to me like a flash of light…like the Rapture! Your world…your presence has turned me upside down with your words, your thoughts, your pictures and stories constantly feed my brain…like a mind-fuck. You made me become a needy, wanting, desiring slut submissive slave and I want to serve only you.
I want to show you how wonderful I could be at your command even though I am not worthy of you Master. I need obedience and discipline and want to know that trust you speak of. I want to prove devotion to you and my trust, that bring you that type of passion that may only come once or twice in one’s lifetime. I want to fuck until we both pass out. I want to suck you and lick you swallow you until I choke and gag and faint from exhaustion. I want to kiss and lick every inch of your entire being.
So much about chemistry is about passion – not just the sexy kind of passion, but also the passion that exists in the depth of your feelings and the way you think of someone. I find it easy to express myself and show my feelings and share. I just need someone who wants me in return and who wants to there too.
I realize you are very intelligent and capable of bringing fulfillment in a relationship and I may not be choice, but at this time in my life I am ready for a second wind. I am very attractive, healthy, curvy, busty intelligent, highly sexual, sensual and intimate female. I am not a Barbie so if you are only attracted to small slender athletic types…please tell me now.
Even though I had offers from 3 other D’s there was no chemistry. I never expected the possibility of meeting a true Master or at least never expected to hear from you… Once we meet it will be obvious that some significance exists in this connection. I want a relationship that is physical, mental, emotional and spiritual and will give you all that you desire in return.
I tend to be playful and naturally rebellious, sometimes for no reason and the combination often results this attitude of free loving and it hopefully is a turn-on for you. Maybe because it is a reminder of what we all desire in life, including intellectual fulfillment, variety and excitement.
I would like to think I can provide the partnership with an abundance of energy which you will find stimulating and capable of offering inspiration in numerous ways, other than just romantically. I have not been to all those dark places you speak or had any experience with submission. I only know what I feel right now.
Intimately my strength of connection rests on being good at communicating. We will spend endless hours sharing our deepest secrets, imaginations and thoughts. We will learn from one another and be more focus and offer more understanding than you’ve ever know before.